Wednesday, February 13, 2008
I hate my job. Everyday is a chore for me. Damn. So boring to process those stuff for people who don't deserve our help. You reap what you sow people~!
So please don't be stupid and commit crimes and then go make an appeal for leniency or whatever. that is very lame.
if you got the guts to do it you should have the guts to face the music.
Hate my sister also. Always doing stupid things to make Mum cry. I hope one day she be a mum herself and let her daughter torture her.
It hurts me inside when i see her cry. want to console her but i cant coz she will just keep crying. and my dad has gone into hiding. fuck. if this is life is all about. then just have to embrace it. even though sometimes we might hate it.
tmr is valentine's day. makes me sad when i have no one to celebrate with. she was the sun in my universe. most of all. its built to last. or so i thought. until the day she left me.
what to do. when life wants to play a prank on you, it will play a SERIES of prank on you. i hope what doesnt kill me can only make me stronger. i hope.
lonely valentine's day. better get home quick tmr and avoid seeing lovey-dovey couples around. will ache badly inside. hope she has a guy to care for her now. i know she don't know how to take care of herself.
if only someone is caring for her now. someone who can shower her with love and make her not so lonely. don't be like me. please god, bless her, mum, sister and my family and friends.
miss her. p.s. i love you
