Friday, October 19, 2007
Well its come to the end of the road. Its over. Full-time. No more. After 3 years, 6months and 22 days it has come to an end. Final destination i call it. Maybe its not meant to be. I don't know. But one thing I know for sure, she would be much happier alone. I wish her all the best. Hope she finds another guy who is better than me.
Of cause I am sad, i mean, who wouldn't? But I guess after 20th July 2007, the day I lost my most beloved family member, I kinda take things much easier now. I know God has paved the way for me. If this is the road he wants me to take, then who am i to say i shall take another path?
Don't worry friends, i believe time heals everything. In my case i hope it doesnt take long. Don't get me wrong, I still love her. but i came across this phrase before, "If you love someone, let them go. If they come back to you, it means she loves you still. If she doesn't love wasn't yours to begin with". Im not so sure about the validity of this phrase but im not gonna brood over it.
Anyway, gonna play pool tmr. Hope i don't do to badly. I believe that they have implemented a "table punch" system for such gatherings from this Weds onwards. I hope i don't end up paying the lion's share of money huh haha..Wish me luck, guys, and of cause gals. Dad, bless me, i know you will always be up there looking after me. Thank you. :)
By the way, im gonna start to blog again. Somehow my hands start itching again. Maybe this is my way of keeping myself occupied so i won't think of unhapy things. So just keep watching this space and do check back often and support me bros and sisters. This might be the best opportunity to know more about me, if you are interested of cause haha. :)
