Sunday, October 21, 2007
went Zainal's house for Hari Raya Open House today. thanks Zainal :) the food was great. headed to town with joshua and vincent after that. peggy came at around 4pm. it was nice hangin out with them, but then, nothing beats hangin out with your other half.
ok im bitchin about it now but why cant i. i miss her but i don't wish to admit it. im scared that i will keep thinking of her and go crazy perhaps? nonetheless, i feel like msgin her or calling her to ask her how is she. i doubt she will entertain me from now on. maybe give her some time to be alone and think it through again.
"Bruised and battered by your words.
Dazed and shattered words that hurt.
Why havent I always loved you?"
hearing this song makes my heart cringe. damn. i dont need these songs to remind me of that again. guess i'll just have to take an alternative route.
"I bleed it out,
Diggin deeper just to throw it away"
im hoping that if she sees this blog, she will perhaps msg or call me as i dont have the courage to contact her. maybe, just maybe, God will hear my cries for help and decide to extend a helping hand eh. well, just MAYBE.
